Happiest Story, The Best One

Hi Guys,

“I’m not a princess. This ain’t a fairytale………”
- Taylor Swift - White Horse

Here is another random thing came up to my mind. Happiest Story, The Best One. By that title, I’d like to share another random thought of mine. I’ve met a lot of people in my life. Some are angels, some are demons. It depends on how we define them.

Happiest Story, The Best One. I’ve met a man. He’s such a great man for me. At the first time, many people told me that he was a bad man. I didn’t believe them. I believed in what I felt, what I got and what I saw. And I believed him. When I heard some rumors about him, I always confirmed whether it was true or not to him. I knew he always said the truth to me. And I always tried to believe him.

Happiest Story, The Best One. Spending time with him was such a blessed for me. I knew in some things, we had different thoughts. Sometimes we fought even. But I knew he loved me. I did love him, too. Unfortunately, what I was afraid of really did happen. Everything suddenly turned black (again). Fortunately, I had already prepared for the worst. I didn’t know, but I knew one day this situation would come. 

Happiest Story, The Best One. I never regret of knowing him, having a sweet memory with him, or dreaming about him. Although I’m not his best one. However, I don’t regret anything. I thank God because I had him once in my life. He’s such a great man for me. 

Happiest Story, The Best One. He’s a great man for me. With every weaknesses he has, I still love him. Although we often fought or had different thought, I still love him. Even I know I’m not that perfect for him. Sometimes, I thought that maybe I supposed to stop from the first time. I should have known who I was and who he was. I should have realized that I was not for him.

Happiest Story, The Best One. And this is the end. The happy story of me ends here. Not because of us, but because of the universe. They don’t want us to be together. I’m fine with it. I had known from the first time, I just didn’t realize it at that time. How pity I am. He deserves better situations. He deserves better in everything, and he can  reach it without me. Finally, he can fly. Finally, he can focus on his dreams. Finally he can release a big burden in his life. Finally he is free without me.

Happiest Story, The Best One. Finally I can let him be happier. Although I am suffered.

~ Cheers
*thank you so much for my beloved bestfriend, @Tyarabuffon :)